A Pre-BP Era.

Hope everyone had a good weekend! I have interesting stories to share. =] And there's only 5 days till PA.

Anyway, first off. I'm back to the pre-BP era. Last night, I was hanging out with some old friends of mine and the ex and after I dropped the ex off at home, I was driving home and I felt this undescriable feeling like everything was going to be ok. =)

I have some amazzzing friends and I could't ask for better. I officially think after the encounter with BP yesterday (story below) that I proved to myself that I AM better off without him. No matter what. I'm doing me and he can do him. He's just a memory now, thats faded. He doesn't exist to me anymore.

So anyway weekend recap.

Friday

-picked up J.Wilt after work.

-cruised down to DBlock && went to the mall.

-cruised back listening to emo music as loud as possible && screaming it. [[we're insane, I blame Vault]]

-cruised around for a bit then dropped him off && went to chill with the ex.

-went home && to bed.

Saturday

-picked up my bestie, her cuz, && j.wilt.

-cruised to the DBlock mall once again, looking for some store my bestie needed.

-left, && went for a cruise on Super 7

-went all the way into Kent && went to Bulls Bridge

-it's an adorable little park

-went for a walk on the rocks near the rushing river

-chilled out while my bestie took pics. sat && thought for awhile.

-was walking back && decided to write in the sand, I heart EH! [[yea im retarded]]

-cruised back on the super 7 then home.

-dropped off j.wilt, went back to the besties, ate some dinna, then went to wally world

-chilled out for a bit with the bestie && her cuz, upset.

-i was missing him. [[lameo i know]]

-then left && went && chilled with the ex.

-home, bed.

Sunday

-got up, got ready && went to pick up the ex.

-went down to New Haven for the parade

-was insaneeeeeeeee.

-tons of drunk people on the street.

-was sandwiched in, and witnessed the following:

cop: are you threatening me?

drunk guy: [inaudible]

other cop: take him out!!!

-the guy gets pulled over this lil mesh fence they had, and thrown down onto the street && had about 10 cops jump on him, restrain && arrest him. [a lil too much force imo]
-all of a sudden this woman comes screaming thru the crowd "thats my son. let him gooo!"

-runs into the street, throws her drink back at the crowd, gets all over this poor woman..&& gets arrested.

-moving on, we finally find a bar. this story pisses me off.

woman: id please

*i hand her my id*

woman: this isn't you.

me: yes it is.

woman: no its not.

*hands id to other woman*

other woman: nope, this isn't you, the complexion is too dark.

-well you see its March here in New England.

-when I got that id takin, it was early Sepetember in 2003, I WAS TAN!

-needless to say we didn't find any other bars, we just kinda trouped around.

-left, brought the ex home, && picked up j.wilt.

-we cruised && then as we were headed up the hill towards BP's work, he was coming down.

- i decided i wanted to play.

-pulled a crazy u-turn && headed back down the hill
-got behind him at the light.

-got onto route 8 (a highway)

- && took off, went flying by him

-got off the exit

-got into the right lane

-&& started saying: fuck fuck fuck

-because he was coming down the exit ramp && i knew he was going to take a left

-he pulled up next to me, i looked at the front of his car

-saw an opening && took off

-went && dropped j.wilt off, we had a long talk

-i said i felt stupid about what i did.

-he said, "well sometimes we do that, because we don't want to be forgotten."

-true dat homie.

-then i went && chilled with a good friend of mine that I used to work at the daycare with.

-we had a ton to catch up on.

-she wanted to see the ex, so we picked him up && went && visited her bf at work

-cruised around && then went to dennys for a late nite dinner

-we just laughed && had a good time.

-dropped the ex off && went home, with a smile on my face.

-it's all back to normal. no more drying my eyes.

[[5 days till PA=major stokage]]

edit-i know i had pics up there if anyone saw but i decided it was best to take them down for reasons.