Rawr. ^.^

Blah. Third blog today! I'm soo sooo sooo bored. And kinda of annoyed that Cheryl is not text messaging me back. =( I told her I was broke. And she bascially said she wasn't mad but that she had no money to spend. [are you fckin serious!] I know she's lying. She wants me to feel bad and pay for her. I cannot this week unless we go to the Trail of Terror as soon as I get outta work and to her house and we stand there and wait.

Which if she really wants to do it, she will! I hope. I really wanna go. I can spend 10 for each of us, I just can't spend 20 for each of us. Or there's this other haunted thing in Norwich for 15. Idk. I just have to wait for her to call when she gets out I suppose. I wouldn't understand why she wouldn't want to go to Trail of Terror mad early and save me money?!

Arg what? It's only 320? Goddam I'm bored. Erik's off getting things ready for his sisters' wedding tomorrow. I told him I wanted to go today. But then changed my mind [yet again] cause um her wedding is tomorrow!! And I have nothing to wear, etc etc. I think I'll skip on this all exciting event. But congrats! regardless.

I don't even want to think about getting married. Not after the "stunt" Dan pulled this morning. Erik is so beyond pissed at Dan and said he ever crossed his path he would punch him. I told Erik if he did this, I'd dump his ass. Cause honestly yes I know its bothering Erik but it's not like Dan's forcing anything on me. He's just trying to show me how he loves me. Which isn't a crime. But at the same a little bit of an issue.

AH. I swear I'm gonna go crazy. Why did I have to leave my Jimmy Buffet book at home?! And Cheryl not texting me back is giving me anxiety. I feel like she's pissed that I paid Jess for the europlates. But um hi its been like a month. And its my money. Sorry that I don't have a gazillion dollars to pay you. She actually really didn't buy me ANYTHING at Six Flags soo I'm not really certain why I'm paying her back 20?

Makes no sense to me. =( Fail. But honestly she can't spend 20? Even I can..and I have like 40 bucks to my name. I know shes mad cause I can't pay for her and its bothering me sooo fcken much. I just wanna crrryyyyy.

OR scream. Probably scream is more like it. I feel like she might "ditch" me cause..oh Idk. Why do I always have to think the worst. People annoy me like woah.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr.